Christmas confussion

I had agreed to go to my girlfriends for dinner on Christmas day. At the time she asked if I'd come over to eat fondue with her. I took this to mean that she wanted me to come over for dinner that evening. At that time I went as far as to ask my mom to tape a football game for me that night so I could watch it later knowing I'd be with my girl doing something special for the holiday instead. I mean how could I pass up this invitation. How often do you get invited to a beautiful woman's home for fondue on Christmas anyway?

Then today I found out what my girlfriend really wanted was for me to be with her all day on Christmas day. Unfortunately, between accepting this invitation and today I had committed myself to helping someone if they needed me during the day. So, I had to tell her that I may not be able to spend the day with her. She was deeply disappointed as was I for not knowing better. I cannot believe that I misread her intentions. Sometimes I wish I had a better sense of subtlety so I could read her hints better but I don't. Maybe, I should just tell her not to beat around the bush and be straight up with stuff like this. Than again I'm sure she'd decline as it's not in her personality to do so.

I love this woman with all my heart but sometimes I wonder if she knows just how much I do. Still, even if she doesn't know how much I love her at least I do. That is why I was so upset at the thought that I let her down. But, all is not lost. There is still a chance that I will be available Christmas day and if I am I would love to spend it holding her. I think if that happens it will be proof that Christmas wishes do come true.